Head has been pounding for the entire day.
Could be partly due to the huge argument we had in the wee hours of the morning. Totally wrecked plans to do work today, spent a good part of the morning curled up in bed watching inane tv – just because the head was pounding so bad I just wanted to cry.
I’m not sure if I can do it anymore. I never liked being excluded since young, and I seriously swear honest to god that I am a friendly person and have no troubles making friends unless they step right on my foot before we ever get to the friends stage.
Am so frustrated, so drained and so tired. So disappointed.
Inane queueing at the banks didn’t help too. DBS made me stand in their queue for a good hour before I could withdraw cash to pay off the travel payments accumulated on the credit cards. I forgot that there was a limit to my daily withdrawal on my atm card. Shucks. UOB and OCBC were so much more efficient. Perhaps I should change my savings account to UOB – they were extremely fast and efficient.
Am sitting at Starbucks after claiming my 26th free drink (13th drink for the second time since I received the Starbucks card) and blogging with Kindle in front of me. Finally dropped my coat for drycleaning earlier, and contemplating if I should buy the necessities that I would bring to school tomorrow i.e. a huge jug for the table, a clear folder for FT matters and 3m strong tape and hooks for my ickle&Lardee project (which has come to a standstill actually). If I were to go buy the necessities, then I won’t have time for some work. There’s a departmental meeting in school tomorrow anyways.
Reality is slowly sinking in again, in just less than 6 days.
Very very bothered and tired.